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these few weeks will be full of bball trg, youth cup matches and sch, and i think i wil be totally shag. didn't hae time and i don't know what to update cos there's nothing for me to write anything. anyway, i think i'm gg to change my lj soon(:

Tdy my "History Of Arts" faci last day cos she gg to migrate to macau, so sad! she's my favourite faci for this semester, i will surely miss her alot:( she just brought us lots of snacks and tidbits for us, and somore she brought my favourite pola snacks, very nice. we took class photos with her, and i find that my class has alot of retard guys, cos they keep doing pervert and funny stuffs, crazy man! but they super high, always make the whole class laugh like mad and we're having BBQ on monday, hope i will be able to go.

later gg to run 2km in the sch track with fel den i will complete 6km this week, really can die. think later gg to watch movie "Terminator" with sir and the others, but i prefer to watch "Night at the museum 2" leh. feeling tired tdy, the whole lesson feel like slping and the weather tdy is damn cold, keep having flu. recently i know this new korean band, 2AM, and their songs seriously very nice, especially their voice super good. when hear their songs, don't know why you can feel the sadness, the way they sing their songs is full of emotions and feelings, I LIKE! (:


take me away...

KHJ always makes me happy! today lesson: "design a National costume for Miss Singapore 2009 to wear at Miss Universe Pageant." my drawing sucks like hell la, give everything to one of my classmate to do. sch is always boringgg and making me feel so tired, now is only the second day of sch for this week, can't believe i alr cannot tahan liao feel like slping. 


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Just finished RP trg, and this is the most tiring trg i had ever had, don't know why have these feeling. Haha maybe cos of the 4 stupid suicide, 2km and keep defending the yr 1, think i really very old le. yay another 3 more days of sch and it will be sch hols, super looking forward to it. (but i bet it will be full of bball trg!) today lesson quite fun, i like sound editing and it's relating to my course so i need to learn it for another 1 yr+. but it's ok cos i think it's really interesting editing those sound clips.

this yr youth cup really hope we can play and do well, cos most of us last yr le, hope we can really achieve sth back! first match JWSS, 17th of june, jiayou x3! and after youth cup, POLITE cup starting during july. it will be a busy semester or year for me, hope i won't die of tiredness so fast, must 忍! LOL.

it's the first time i went home around 11+ and we are in sch doing rj and chit-chatting. we like always aft trg we will go to the E1 canteen to do our rj and eat our dinner (instant noodle, haha!) it's always fun gossip and chatting with jiaxin and sheryl, with them around we will always chat abt things that we don't know.

no motivation in life, i'm just doing for the sake of doing it, nothing leads me to it, does it worth doing all these? maybe it might leave a great and happy memory in my life but compare to the past and now, everything's different, it's not the same anymore. should i go on or i should end it soon? unless i'm able to find everything back again, if not it's hard for me to go on, cos somehow i find it no point, i'm tired...


不知所措 :(

Youth cup draw: Kembangan youth, Home United, T-net and JWSS. hope we can play well for this youth cup, last yr alr i wanna play all out to win! watched adiv finals just nw, the girls match were nice to watch especially at the very last part, damn exciting and and the MVP for girls is Hwa Chong no. 10, her 3-pt shots and interception, super power! super jealous la, i also wanna be like her, HAHA!

later studying for next monday UT, hope it will be a easy one, i don't want to get C anymore, i don't like. sometimes i really asked myself, am i happy with my life now or i'm still lacking sth in it? i hardly smile or be really happy like how i am in the past, and i know my life change alot aft i got into poly, everything seems changed. i really wish i can go back to the past, always smiling and happy. all those time (especially during sec. sch days) is where i wanna go back again, i think that kind of life and moment is what i really wish for and be live liddat forever, i really hope it won't change. people around me, once so close have all drift away and maybe change to someone which i might not even recognise. why must life changes everytime? i hate it and i also think that i change:(

             


If i have the chance to emigrate to one country, it will be Korea. The places there are so nice and beautiful, and it's so romantic, i really hope i have the chance to go! (: I will bring my loved ones to all these places in korea, i must start saving money now so that i can go in the future. (ASAP, HAHA!)

After watching finshed Boys Over Flowers, been starting to watch We Are Married, it's hilarious and touching at the same time. it's a variety show, but it's nice. MUST WATCH! having lesson now, feel like slping alr cos it's about Art again, but my japanese faci quite cool, a kind of motivation to go for this module. (:

Weather have been bad recently, sometimes hot/humid/sunny, sometime rain/thunderstorm. is it a sign that disasters happening in the world soon? heard from other ppl that in 2012, there will be Solar storm, and it means the world will be gone for sure. i'm praying real hard that it won't turn out true, please! i still wna do lots of things in life cause i don't wna live my life in regret :(

sch has been ok? but it's quite boring and slack, maybe sch just started for the first 3 wks that's why. have to learn more about ARTS and PHOTOSHOP stuff, jiayou x3 for myself! tmr my small sis b'day, might be celebrate it tdy. aft sch gg to jp to buy her present and go straight home be guaikia^^


never gives up (:

hate having flu, especially bad flu and block nose, it's making me feelg so xinku, like i couldn't breathe at all. i think that my nose is damn red nw, like it's abt to tear soon, LOL! pon sch tdy cos i think that i won't be able to pay attention in class, must try to control it next time and i'm serious. tmr having SLA thingy and rp trg, tiredddd sia :( hope my flu will get well soon, please please!
sometime i just think whether am i really committed and determine to continue to play bball or am i just stayg for the sake of my team-mates and sir? seriously i don't know either, cause somehow i felt tired and sometime i really felt like giving up ( as i'm like gg nowhere) aft the women's cup and u-19 youth cup, i will think it through, how i wish there's more motivation for me. RP i will continue until yr 3. really hope i can carry on as long as i could but i don't know whether i can take it for so long not, cause i'm like becoming lousier and worse. i think other ppl see that cause even me myself i sense it and i know it, i could not contribute much for the team. i need time to think it, hope it will be a positive one(:


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